Good movies and Bad movies

Excellent Moive, lol


Good






boring








boring. just liked that she was having sex with one of the Baldwins, lol







kinda funny






bad movie. didnt like anything






Excelent movie! excellent end!!!







Good movie. I liked the way she loved him

well

I don’t understand why is so important to run something. I don’t understand why some of my co workers are trying to do the supervisors work. Why is so important to them??? What they win with that??? Why is so hard to understand isn’t their place to run. We are counselors, and we are here to help people and not to run anything. We have our supervisor, and directors to run. They are the leaders not us!
So last week one of my supervisors told to a client she should have a hang tight. The counselor decided to go agnaist him, and told the client she doesn’t need a hang tight, and he didn’t care about what the supervisor said. Hello!!!!!!!! What?????? Is this world crazy??? So we spend our days telling clients that they should follow staff directive, and if they don’t they will be pull up for gross disrepect and fronting off. Then the clients see staff doing that to their supervisors, so can some one explain to me how they are going to respect them???? Do they trust them??? Do they respect it??? Of course not! So today, what happened? I came to work and I found a house split in 2. Why? Because one of the counselors didn’t accept the changes that they are making in facility, so she decided to feel sorry about the others who came to this cottage, and rescue them by putting them in status team. The cottage made everything they could to welcome them very well, and then one of them says that this cottage is chaotic. After the chaotic word they were put in status team, and of course the rest of them felt attack, betrayed. So I had to call my director and fix the problem (power problem). She spoke with me I told me the client felt embarece by me when I told her that she didn’t have the right to say what she said about her sisters, and she manipulated to be in status team.
I said that was true and I explained to the other counselor that shouldn’t happen, because we were splitting family. Our job is to bring them together. I explained her feelings they felt when they saw the other sisters in status family. Like I said before betrayed, and attack. The counselor circule them up, and told them that what happened was their fault, and the other cottage was better than our cottage. When she said that I left, and yes, I did to make my point. That hurtled them. Why is so hard to say “I am sorry I ran in self will yesterday” why is so hard to apologize to the client??? Why???
I don’t have any problem to apologize to a client when I have to. That is what I call a trust relationship between client and counselor. The clients complain about they don’t know them. They don’t! It's sad, but true. The funny thing about this is when I am around they go and facilitate the groups, because they know if they don’t do their job like they should I am going to tell my supervisor. My only reason to be in this field is to help people like one day someone helped me. My only ambition is learn, and get certificates, lol. I am not here to run; I am here to try to save one more life. Is good to go home and feel I made the difference. One client asked me why she keeps using drugs, and I told her to talk with her counselor. She reply by saying that her counselor tells her that she needs to share, and is the only thing she can do. For me was weird that answer so I asked her what kind of treatment work she is doing. She said: guilty and shame. She walked away and I went to her chart and there it was…. Treatment work already made up for 6 months. Ok, so now people explain me this… how do I know what a client is going to need in 2 months???? I don’t!
Anyways I am just expressing my frustrations in here. Please, fire me if one day I will become like that anyway I love what I do, and I love to be where I work

the other post i was talking about is 2 posts below this one

Desire to use come with a mask

So today in one of my groups someone told me that one of the girls who is about to leave said: “if I get a help note just mail it to me”. I told her to write in boar what she just said and sign her name. Of course I did that for her to be ashamed of what she did. She also was saying that she never had a Peer evaluation, so I decided to give her the first one, lol.
I do peer evaluation often with my clients because for me is a way they have to see how their recovery is going. Is another way to make them aware through her peers. When I started the P.E. I just wanted to make her aware of she needs to work on when she leaves….but then, everything changed, and I wasn’t expecting.
At the end of her peer’s evaluation I asked her if she was still dating the guy she used drugs. She said she was. Then I asked her if he is going to NA and she said that he was but she wasn’t in love with him anymore.
I asked why? She said that she doesn’t feel anything about him anymore. I asked how long she has been thinking about to break with him, and she said 2 months.
I went to my office and I picked up the phone and I told her: so call him, make a decision while you are still in a safe place. She didn’t call but she said something; she said that she had realized she was still in love for her ex boyfriend. I asked her to tell me who is was, and she said that he is in jail, and they both used drugs together, and he is living jail one week after she leaves treatment. I asked how she knew all this information about him, and she told me that he sends the letters to her mother, and then her mother send the letters to her. The reason they do that is because they cannot receive mail from jail. DISHONESTY/ SECRET = GUILTY = NOT FOCUS IN TREATMENT, or I can go forward on this = TREATMENT IS OVER WHEN I HAVE SECRETS AND LIVE IN DISHONESTY.
Me as a counselor, and an addict, and a love addict I started see red flags all over. Is in these moments I thank God for who I am, even with all this cross addictions that I have is who I am that make me see who my clients probable are. I break down what she was going through. I told her:
You are having a desire to use, and I believe you are making a plan to go use. She was surprise with what I said, and she told me that she didn’t want to use. I told her that I believed in her but I also was going to explain to her how the desire to use comes with a mask.
So let’s break this down:
Her boyfriend was attractive to her while they both were using drugs. Then he starts to going to NA and he isn’t attractive anymore….I believe for her at this time is BORING. So now she wants to go back to her ex boyfriend where she knows that will be possible to start her use with. So this girl is planning to go back to drugs without know that she is doing that. That is what we call a PLAN B = RESERVATIONS.
I looked to another client who also is about to leave, and I asked her if she had a feed back to give to that other client. She replies: why me? Why I have to give her a feed back?? You are doing that because you know I am going through the same, don’t you. I said: YES! What do you think she should do?
She said: stay away from him. And with that you just made me realized that my feed back is also for me.
I wonder sometimes what my co workers are doing to not see this, and do some intervention before they leave. Well, I am powerless over them, but I am not powerless over me, and doesn’t really matter if they are or not my caseload. What matters is I will help, and I will do intervention, because at the end of the day I know I did the right thing and I tied to save a life.
At the end of my shift she came to me and she said: thank you so much, and I told her to be careful, and be wise. I told her: even if you fall, just stand up again, and move on.

The most beautiful movie I ever saw

Can we call it success?

Successful treatment

First of all I want to say thank you to my mentor because I am back again on track writing about what I like. Thank you for bring me again to sanity.
Now, let’s talk about successful treatments.
I was doing a group on anger management, and we were having fun. Then one of the clients started saying that she was mad. I asked her why she was mad. She said she didn’t know. I asked her gain why she was mad, and she answers the same. Then I told her: you need to tell me what is going on with you, because if you don’t I am going to think you are just asking for attention. She finally said she was frustrated with the rules of Cornell. I felt myself become defensive, but them I thought: this is not about you, is about her.
I told her to give me specific examples on what she is frustrated about. She said:
- I am frustrated certain staff works in different ways
- I am frustrated because some people follow the rules and others don’t
I asked her: what do you think about the word MAYBE?
She said: what??? The word MAYBE???
Yes, tell me what you think about the word MAYBE. Let me give you an example; when you want to date someone and the person answers to you maybe, or don’t know what you do?
She said: I forget. I leave.
Then I asked her: so, tell me who are you?
That took her awhile to answer, and the only thing she said was:
I am nice
Proud = control
Funny = control
Being proud is a way to control emotions. Funny is a way to control emotions and people.
I asked her: why do you want to control me? Why do you think I am going to reject you?
Her body had a reaction. Her body language just changed, and she was very surprise with my question, like if was a ridiculous question.
I don’t want to control you.
Yes you want to. Why?
No I don’t!
Come on, yes you want to.
Everyone was confuse, and they couldn’t understand where I was going with all this questions, but I saw in their faces that they knew I was going to somewhere with that, and was coming out something cool.
So I broke down in peaces what I was talking about… and this was what I told her:
Look, do you remember when you told us that you made a treatment before and you were a role model there? Do you remember you told us that you followed all the rules and regulations, and everyone was happy with you? Then you went back and use.
You are doing the same thing in here. You are doing the same mistakes.
The reason that you don’t like the word MAYBE is because that word puts you in a position that you can not control. Is exactly the same you feel with the word CERTAIN PEOPLE?
You have been spending your time figure out the counselors, because once you figure they out you will be safe, because you will know how to move around them. Once you are safe you will not get their attention.
In this house you put yourself in a position of the one who resolves conflict, who resolves house issues. You put yourself in that position to avoid conflict, and to avoid help notes.
You are spending your time controlling me, when you should be spending your time to know me. While you are trying to control me you will never be safe, because you don’t have a chance to know me as a person. You do that outside also. You spend you time controlling and then you don’t create relationships based on intimacy. You become disconnected wit people. This will make you not have fun in recovery, and then you go back to use again. I am not trying to tell you to stop be a control freak, I am just trying to tell you to have the wisdom to know when, and where you need to be in control.
So, I am going to invite you to think about this. One of the things I need you to think about is to stay out of the status team for a week. The status team is putting in a control position. I want you to know both sides, because once you know both sides you can decided and have the wisdom to know let it go.
For example; you can have that control when you are outside working. There you can be a role model, a perfectionist. At home, and in NA you can become the simple human be, the one whom sometimes needs help to. The one who can connect with people.
If you continue to put yourself in just one position, the only people who are going to meet will be emotional vampires.At the end I told her she should want have spiritual success, and not treatment success.

Client vampire

We have this client who keeps trying to feel what she doesn’t feel. She tries to impress counselors, with her amazing feelings. She was the queen today. She finally got some attention, and she spent her day on that. What normally would bring shame and guilty, to her was the best thing happen to her. She is what I call an emotional vampire (taker). She realized a long time ago that treatment centers are her geographic. Do you remember the time we changed places, people and things, just to get a vacation from drugs, and get strong to go back to use? Yep, this is what she does with treatment centers. Is sick, but is her reality. Normal people when they are tired they go on vacation. They go to places, or spas. They normal go to places where they know they will be taking care of, and they don’t have to work much. She goes to treatment. I have been telling her since her first month there. When she gets tired of using drugs, she decided to go to treatment, and that she is in control. She was, until she met me, lol, I told her the truth about herself, and now she is aware and she got a conscience. She is in control because she already knows how to move in treatment. She knows that sometimes she needs to share; she knows that sometimes she needs to give identification; she knows that sometimes she needs to cry, she knows that the only thing she has to do is her bed, and clean something else. BUT, she made a mistake….she lost the control when she becomes need for attention. Then she goes into contradiction, and she doesn’t have enough knowledge to keep one personality at the time. She became frustrated, because she didn’t give to my mentor the answer she thought would be the best. So I told her: why you don’t just say the truth, your true. Her truth is: she doesn’t care about their children. They children are with her parents, and for her this is the best thing that can happen, because she can have the guys around her, and sleeping with her. The only thing that is important to her is been skinny, in order to get body attention, and then be able to have sex. Once she gets the sex, then she becomes an emotional vampire. She will take from you what she wants, not what she needs because her ego doesn’t let her know what she needs. Because she needs so much attention, she will find another way to get their attention by vomiting.....at the end, her last attention is always the same - drugs.
She does the same in treatment. First she had become the mature one. Very well spoke, very honest, telling everything about her past, waiting for the role model attention. Then, she doesn’t get that attention she wants, so she starts vomit. She realized that will make us give her attention. Then comes with all this guys who she tried to go on pass, and tried to make them buy her cigarettes. Finally she deviated…another form to get attention.
I figured her out, on her first phone call that she made during her assessment. She called this guy and said: Hi how are you? I miss you so much; do you have a pen with you? So this is what I need to you to buy me”
That was enough for me. I still remember like it was today. I told her to stop faking that she feels. She is to busy with her ego, and with what she wants, to even have emotions for others.
Self pity syndrome. Too busy looking for what she wants; she even can see the poor homeless guy on the Conner of the street. She spends her day on the mirror looking to her body, but never to her face. She is the kind of client she would have one sister crying near of her, and she would be looking to the mirror thinking: I am too fat! I understood I had become aware of whom she is, I told her exactly what I wrote, but I couldn’t do anything. Her ego was stronger than me, and was nothing I could have done. Is I this time I think: time to let her go! I saw also a few weeks ago, a little light on her, when I saw her trying to be like me. She was on the board writing, and talking like me. Yes, because her ego, she is looking for a reference, an identity. She challenge men, but she respects women, and tries to get what they have that she doesn’t. But the guys are just a challenge. Guys are people, who she knows she has the control over. Illusion, is what she wants.
It doesn’t matter if you are a man, or a lesbian, or a rock, she is an emotional vampire, and she will plan to seduces you. She will be watching you, to find your weakness, and then she will bite you and suck your blood. But like a vampire she would never be satisfied, so she would be walking around looking for more victims. The sad truth on this is she is her own victim.
She is a victim of her ego. She is her own vampire.

PMS - COUNT THE DAYS AND DISCOUNT

My opinion will be bellow this

Premenstrual syndrome, or PMS, is a group of symptoms that start one to two weeks before your period. Most women have at least some symptoms of PMS, and the symptoms go away after their periods start. For some women, the symptoms are severe enough to interfere with their lives. They have a type of PMS called premenstrual dysphonic disorder, or PMDD.

Symptoms
Breast swelling and tenderness
Acne
Bloating and weight gain
Pain - headache or joint pain
Food cravings
Irritability, mood swings, crying spells, depression

Premenstrual syndrome (PMS) (historically called PMT or Premenstrual Tension) is a collection of physical, psychological, and emotional symptoms related to a woman's menstrual cycle. While most women of child-bearing age (about 80 percent) have some Premenstrual symptoms, [1] women with PMS have symptoms of "sufficient severity to interfere with some aspects of life". [2] Such symptoms are usually predictable and occur regularly during the two weeks prior to menses. The symptoms may vanish after the menstrual flow starts, but may continue even after the flow has begun.

For some women with PMS, the symptoms are so severe that they are considered disabling. This form of PMS has its own psychiatric designation: premenstrual dysphonic disorder (PMDD).

Let’s talk about this…. Did you ever notice that your girlfriend or wife going crazy, insane on certain times of the month.
For example: just your presence can irritate them
Everything is wrong; everything you do is wrong
They are tired, and very irritable
They want to eat, fast food, or candy
Did you sometimes think: what is going on? Why she is complaining me for everything? How she is so need? Why she is so insecure? I didn’t nothing to her, so why she is after me???
Make the count and discount
How? Easy; PMS comes 10 before of the fact, and that’s why is called premenstrual. If you become aware of the day that starts PMS then you can handle better with that, because this time you are aware that is PMS talking and not her.
Mine starts at 10 of each month, so therefore I spend 10 days hating people, irritable, and everything is too much. Seams like with the age are become worse. It’s really, and is a problem. The bad news is that happen every month, the good news is just for 10 days.
What Else PMS Stands For:

Psychotic Mood Shift
Pass My Shotgun
Perpetual Munching Spree
Puffy Mid-Section
People Make Me Sick
Provide Me with Sweets
Pardon My Sobbing
Pimples May Surface
Pass My Sweatpants
Pissy Mood Syndrome
Plainly Men Suck
Pack My Stuff
Permanent Menstrual Syndrome

Author Unknown





Q: How many women with PMS does it take to screw in a light bulb?

A: One !!
ONE !! And do you know WHY it only takes ONE ??? Because no one else in this house knows HOW to change a light bulb. They don't even know the bulb is BURNED OUT. They would sit in this house in the dark for THREE DAYS before they figured it out!

And once they figured it out they wouldn't be able to find the light bulbs despite the fact that they've been in the SAME CUPBOARD for the past SEVENTEEN YEARS.

But if they did ... by some miracle ... actually find the light bulbs... TWO DAYS LATER the chair that they dragged from two rooms over to stand on to change the STUPID light bulb would STILL BE IN THE SAME SPOT !!

AND UNDERNEATH IT WOULD BE THE CRUMPLED WRAPPER THE STUPID LIGHT BULBS CAME IN ... !? WHY ?! BECAUSE NO ONE IN THIS HOUSE EVER CARRIES OUT THE GARBAGE !! IT'S A WONDER WE HAVEN'T ALL SUFFOCATED FROM PILES OF GARBAGE THAT ARE 12 FEET DEEP THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE HOUSE. THE HOUSE !! IT WOULD TAKE AN ARMY TO CLEAN THIS ...

I'm sorry ... what did you ask me?

Author Unknown





The Hormone Hostage

The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other!

DANGEROUS: What's for dinner?
SAFER: Can I help you with dinner?
SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner?
ULTRASAFE: Have some chocolate

DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that?
SAFER: Gee, you look good in brown.
SAFEST: WOW! Look at you!
ULTRASAFE: Have some chocolate

DANGEROUS: What are you so worked up about?
SAFER: Could we be overreacting?
SAFEST: Here's fifty dollars.
ULTRASAFE: Have some chocolate

DANGEROUS: Should you be eating that?
SAFER: You know, there are a lot of apples left.
SAFEST: Can I get you a glass of wine with that?
ULTRASAFE: Have some chocolate

DANGEROUS: What did you do all day?
SAFER: I hope you didn't over-do it today.
SAFEST: I've always loved you in that robe!
ULTRASAFE: Have some more chocolate.

Author Unknown





PMS SOS

If I could be painted, I would be yellow as in "caution" or better yet, "watch out."

That�s because I am under the influence of PMS.

Yes, premenstrual syndrome has once again taken over my brain and turned me into a monster. Small animals and children should not be allowed around me. Men should cringe in the corner. Expect to hear me yelling back at the television because I will disagree with everything said.

I would dearly love to run away from myself but I can�t figure out how.

It�s a woman thing but it affects all who come near. It�s really quite scary and magnificent all at the same time.

I�ve tried all of the remedies: vitamins A through Z, exercise, bright lights. If I could walk until I calmed down, I�d be halfway to Brazil by now.

Chocolate helps. In fact, I already placed an order with See�s for a two-pound custom mix. I made sure to include enough decoy pieces to distract the children so I can eat the good pieces myself.

Lynetteisfunny.com





Notice To Our Significant Others!

Q: What can I do to end the havoc created every 28 days?
A: Absolutely nothing.

Q: Will it ever end?
A: Sure, but you'll be so old you won't notice.

Q: Why is it that I'm wrong so much during this awful time?
A: You just are, cope with it. Someone must bear the blame.

Q: Can I just pack up and go out with the boys?
A: Only if you are heavily insured and have a death wish.

Q: What should I do to cope with this?
A: Glad you asked ... take notes ...

1. Pamper your woman! Shower her with love and affection.

2. Duck (a lot).

3. Let her vent. Remember, she probably doesn't mean it.

4. If #3 does not apply, you deserve every bit of it ... don't whine.

5. Making dinner will lessen the trauma, take note: Burnt biscuits will only add to your pain ... Order out.

6. Speak only when spoken to. Limit your replies to: "Yes, of course you're right darling" and "those jeans never fit better."

7. Educate yourself on the magic pills your loved one prefers, keeping them on hand is a bonus point for you.

8. Keep small children (and other helpless creatures) out of the path,
keeps the casualties to a minimum.

9. Gifts and "shiny" tokens of affection are advised, just remember these words:
Bloomingdales, Macys & Spiegel.

10. Always remember, you are against something way beyond your power.

Author Unknown





10 Ways To Know If You Have PMS ...

1. Everyone around you has an attitude problem.

2. You're adding chocolate chips to your cheese omelet.

3. The dryer has shrunk every last pair of your jeans.

4. Your husband is suddenly agreeing to everything you say.

5. You're using your cell phone to dial up every bumper sticker that says, "How's my driving call 1-800 ..."

6. Everyone's head looks like an invitation to batting practice.

7. You're convinced there's a God and he's male

8. You're counting down the days until menopause.

9. You're sure that everyone is scheming to drive you crazy.

10. The ibuprofen bottle is empty and you bought it yesterday.

Author Unknown





A Study

A study in Wisconsin showed that the kind of male face a woman finds attractive can differ depending on where a woman is in her menstrual cycle.

For instance, if she is ovulating she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features.

And if she is menstruating she is more prone to be attracted to a man with scissors shoved in his temple and a bat jammed up his butt while he is on fire.

Further studies are expected.

Author Unknown





It's been determined that it's a bad idea to give chocolate to a woman with PMS. It can worsen the condition.

However, it's an even WORSE idea to try to take AWAY chocolate from a woman with PMS.

Author Unknown





How can you tell which bottle in your medicine cabinet contains the PMS medicine? It's the one with bite marks on the cap. DUH!!!

Author Unknown





From A Man's Point Of View ...

I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver cut right in front of a pickup truck causing him to have to drive on to the shoulder to avoid hitting her.

This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out his window and flipped the woman off. "Man, that guy is stupid" I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic and here's why.

I drive 48 miles each way every day to work, that's 96 miles each day. Of these, 16 miles each way is bumper-to-bumper. Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an 8 lane highway so if you just look at the 7 lanes I am not in, that means I pass something like a new car every 40 feet per lane. That's 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles. That works out to be 982 cars every mile, or 31,424 cars.

Even though the rest of the 32 miles is not bumper to bumper, I figure I pass at least another 4000 cars. That brings the number to something like 36,000 cars I pass every day. Statistically, half of these are driven by females, that's 18,000. In any given group of females, 1 in 28 has PMS.That's 642.

According to Cosmopolitan, 70% describe their love life as dissatisfying or unrewarding. That's 449. According to the National Institute of Health, 22% of all females have seriously considered suicide or homicide. That's 98. And 34% describe men as their biggest problem. That's 33.

According to the National Rifle Association 5% of all females carry weapons and this number is increasing. That means that EVERY SINGLE DAY I drive past at least one female that has ... a lousy love life, thinks men are her biggest problem, has seriously considered suicide or homicide, has PMS, and is ARMED!

Smart Man!

Author Unknown





Signs She Has PMS ...

She stops reading Glamour and starts reading Guns and Ammo.

She considers chocolate a major FDA food group.

She puts on one of those pads with "wings," then flies off the roof laughing hysterically while riding a broom.

She's developed a new talent for spinning her head around in 360 degree circles.

She retains more water than Lake Superior.

She denies she's in a bad mood as she pops a clip into her semiautomatic and "chambers one."

She buys you a new T-shirt ... with a bulls-eye on the front.

You ask her to please pass the salt at the dinner table and she says,"All I ever do is give, give, give! AM I SUPPOSED TO DO EVERYTHING?"

She enrolls in the Lizzie Borden School of Charm.

She orders 3 Big Macs, 4 large fries, a bucket of Chicken McNuggets, and then mauls the manager because they're out of Diet Coke.

Author Unknown





"Women complain about pre-menstrual syndrome, but I think of it as the only time of the month that I can be myself."

-Roseanne Barr





My greatest fear is there is no such thing as PMS and this is really my personality!

Author Unknown

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Love conditions

Love conditions

In other day I went to a meeting and I heard “NA gave us love for free”. When I heard that was like I was hearing that for the first time. I thought: why I always have conditions??? Why I always tell people: if you really loved me you wouldn’t acted like you did.
For you to love me you need to….
You should…..
You have to….
Love is supposed to be free, and make us feel free. So why I keep arresting people?
Conditions, is not the same as unconditional. Mothers say: I love my kids unconditional…is false! They still expect them to be what they wish, so the society taught us to leave under conditions, to love with conditions. We had learned that since our existence.
Religion tells us that God just will love us IF we….

Is like with my clients…why sometimes I forgot they are just sick people??? Because sometimes I think: IF you would listen to me this wouldn’t happen. IF, IF

If you really loved me…. When I say IF I am forgetting to see the person like he/she is. I expect perfectionism, because I am forgetting that person is a human be and because of that has limitations, and issues.
The people when they met they follow in love exactly for what they are, and then became a matter of power.
We became blind with I KNOW, YOU DON’T, and IF
We cannot see anything else, the only thing we see is IF.
Does anyone already sat down and thought and look to other one, and thought: who are you? Let me see who you are, and where you are coming from.
What would be perfect? Accept what we chosen for our life, and work with that.
We cannot change people; just love can make that change. We also don’t want the person gets worse, unreachable, so we need to work with what we have, accept what we have, and love what we have because was our decision to be there.
Well I don’t have a clue what I am saying, but is making me sense. 

Liars and Bullshitters

So yesterday I went back to this post, and I thought I could do this. I was scared to be caught, lol. So what I did?
I went to the circle and I said: you better drop contracts because at this time the other one who was moved to other unit is negotiating with staff her chance to be in treatment and not be sending to prison. That means she is telling the entire true, and I already know what is going on, and who has something to drop. I also didn’t let anyone go to K-Crew.
So they started saying: tell the true. Why do you think she is not letting us to go to K-Crew? Because she doesn’t want us to know what the other one is telling over there.
After that they just drop contracts, and saying the entire true. Did Work it!
They just started dropping contracts so fast, that in 10 minutes the bucket had to be drop.
I didn’t know nothing about the other girl, what she is been telling or not. Took me 9 hours to figure out how I would do this, but finally I got it.
so today I did it again.... I waited until lunch time, and then I just went there and I said " we already know the true and the names, we are just waiting for us to drop the contracts, and is taking too long"
they went crazy, and started to drop more contracts..... match shoes, and clothes going on, sex, and Motel going on, milk man, and sex going on.
so this liars and bullshitters really work.